But when I do the dishes I run the water very, very, very hot. And then I fill the sink to the top with bubbles of soap! And then I set all the bottle caps I own afloat! And it’s the greatest voyage in the history of plastic! And then I slip my hands in and start to make waves! And then I dip my tongue in and take a taste; It tastes like soap, but it doesn’t really taste like soap. And then I lower in my whole mouth and take a gulp! And start to feel mortality surround me I close my eyes and think that I have found me.
Fuck society. Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get tattoos. Do drugs. Get high. Drink ‘till you pass out. Have sex. Love with all your heart. Play the music loud. Live your fucking life. Fuck what people expect of you. Do what makes you happy.
I honestly don’t want to or plan to know exactly what I am going to be doing in 10 years. I have hopes or expectations for myself, though.
I want to have a stable, happy relationship; in 10 years I might even be married! I’ll almost be 30 so I’ll probably be thinking about kids. I’ll be graduating or graduated from college with my Doctor’s degree! Since I want to become a psychiatrist, I want to have a place of my own where I can do my job in peace. I want to know what I’m doing, where I’m going in life, who my true friends are. I want to have a lot of things on my bucket list scratched off, I want to try new, wacky foods, I want to have traveled, and to party like a rockstar B).
All in all, in 10 years I want to be happy, know I’m going to keep being happy, and be healthy with a clear mind(:
Find someone who is not afraid to admit that they miss you. Someone who knows that you're not perfect but treats you as you are. Someone who's biggest fear is losing you. Someone who says I Love You and mean it. Lastly, someone you wouldn't mind waking up in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and gray hair but still falls inlove with you over and over again.